what do you think.

i am supposed to be at a party right now.
yeah thats right.
a party.
where im supposed to be getting drunk, possibly smoking some cheeba.
mhmm.
but im not.
why?
i dont really know --i had intentions of going to this party when i woke up.
i have become such the straightedge kid lately.
and im not sure if i like it.
but really.
if youre not there laughing it up with your friends and singing drunken karaoke or something...
you're getting molested by some icky guy (or girl) who you're pretty much too wasted to realize is doing so.
and then if you're real lucky a couple hours later you're in the host's front yard blowing chunks on their freshly mowed lawn.
ah such nice thoughts.
i shall go get ready and rush right to this party that im so late for.
cant wait.

i like to be sarcastic, bitchy, controversial and go against my own beliefs sometimes just for the sake of proving i too, am human.
deal with it.